Therapy and Chocolate #yummy #Museboatradio #lorijeaninthekitchen

I just learned today during therapy that 6 years of abuse from my ex is too intolerable. Six years I let my ex scare me after physically abusing me as a child and then adult - just waiting for it to happen again, begging him on my knees to stop as he laughed because he knew he was scaring me as he would force motion pounces at me. He eventually came home and would throw large pieces of furniture in our living room as I stared on. I would go to work shaking. I found that scoundrel made me feel like I was a piece of poop. Even after all these years I still see him coming after me, and not alone now but with friends. I have to hold my unborn child that he killed until I can find a way to let go of her. I'm learning how to make my own surroundings around me safe. AND that I'm not a piece of POOP!! If it wasn't for Cristiano Ronaldo the Portuguese soccer icon to fill so many accomplishments in his life I would still think I'm a piece of poop. I kept going stronger and harder watching him go.

I aided myself with garbanzo bean chocolate bars tonite!! Yummy! Creamy Chocolate Bars #4

Don't forget to listen to my podcast featured at Museboat Radio this Sunday. I believe I'm in the kitchen on this one. How exciting!! 1:00 pm PST "Holistic Tips with Lori Jean" at iHeart Radio. Links below. I help share healing from emotional and physical abuse nutritionally.

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